Ever have one of those days when you feel absolutely lost in this world? Especially when and where you question everything? Today, I'm having one of those days. Asking myself questions like, why am I at the job that I am, why do I bear with the so-called friends that I have, what have I really accomplished in life and why am I "single" etc...
Now, this rarely to never ever happens to me...and yet today it did. As I was waiting for the Hoboken Path train to go to work, I saw my train come, wait for me and leave. It was only until it left half way that I realized that I missed my train. Then when I got on the next Hoboken train, half way through the train ride, I panicked. I thought I was on t he wrong train.
Now why did this happen? Was it just a question of being tired, as a dear friend puts it, or was it something else?
As I try to find the answers to my questions, this pang of blahness continues to fill my mind and I feel more lost by the minute.
The scary part of it all is that it all lies in one statement: I HAVE NO FREAKIN CLUE WHY!
PS.- This wasn't one of my blog ideas. just an attempt of venting air
