Monday, April 02, 2007

Monday April 2nd, 2007

Ever have one of those days when you feel absolutely lost in this world? Especially when and where you question everything? Today, I'm having one of those days. Asking myself questions like, why am I at the job that I am, why do I bear with the so-called friends that I have, what have I really accomplished in life and why am I "single" etc...

Now, this rarely to never ever happens to me...and yet today it did. As I was waiting for the Hoboken Path train to go to work, I saw my train come, wait for me and leave. It was only until it left half way that I realized that I missed my train. Then when I got on the next Hoboken train, half way through the train ride, I panicked. I thought I was on t he wrong train.

Now why did this happen? Was it just a question of being tired, as a dear friend puts it, or was it something else?

As I try to find the answers to my questions, this pang of blahness continues to fill my mind and I feel more lost by the minute.

The scary part of it all is that it all lies in one statement: I HAVE NO FREAKIN CLUE WHY!

PS.- This wasn't one of my blog ideas. just an attempt of venting air

Ruby A.(Columbia) wrote
at 10:54pm on April 3rd, 2007
ki hoise tor?

Tania A. (GWU) wrote
at 10:27pm on April 4th, 2007
Cheer up Zee...i'm freakin' 30 and still single. :)

Dazzlingsitar wrote
at 11:33pm on April 4th, 2007
honestly i dont think its about being single...i think its more like im turning 26 and what have i accomplished in life!?! yes got a degree, have a job i enjoy but at the same time why do i feel like thats not enough...what is that extra button that hasnt been pushed yet.

Tania A. (GWU) wrote
at 12:52pm on April 5th, 2007
Maybe you should re evaluate what it is that you want out of life.You are in a much better position than most people in this world so you should be grateful for what you've got. Quit complaining woman!!

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