I seek the day I am no more

To be nothing
Not even a figment of your imagination,
As you cradle in the arms that belong to no one of mine.
For I was sent as your savior,
Instead I seek refuge in the arms of Thee. 
I weep on His shoulder 
Beseeching the love you desired before my existence,
Unsuccessfully have I performed such task to bring the happiness you crave.
So for you, I bow down and walk away as the loveless orphan,
Filled with gratitude of the time spent in momentary harmony.
-Dazzlingsitar